Boy, I can't believe that summer is all over again! Time passed by
so fast since the day I came back from Paris last May. I miss the good
time I had there (Funny entertainments with fantastic lab mates,
interesting conversations over coffee or at bench work and most of
all, amazing moments with Laurent, dining out in those fancy
restaurants...).
Today, I am all messed up, lying in a pool of doubts and regrets cos I
met a guy this summer over the internet. That guy, the mysterious one
with dark eyes and careless hair, too fashionably sensitive but also
too cool to care, sucked me in, played my mind and heart (A perfect
so-called gentleman? Hard to say, cos for the record, James Bond would
have never hurt an angel! Let's rather put it that way: we burnt all
the bridges that just shouldn't have been and things got rowdy). One
thing leading to another, Eka and I ended up breaking up, wondering if
we could still sort things out in our own space.
Looking back the way we first met with Eka, I realise now that Eka
is all that I want and need, cos he makes me feel one with the air
that I breathe. Though sometimes we are apart, though sometimes I am
astray, it is the beat of his heart in the music that I play that
keeps me sincere through all these long years cos I am head over heels
for him.
So, YES I am willing to give our relationship another try. I want
to have sweaty palm hands, running heart beats and butterflies in my
stomach all over again cos I am meant for you and Eka, you know, deep
down inside of you, that you are meant for me too! A story like ours
will never die, it can only become stronger and blossom back
again. Check the pictures out! The best of our years hasn't gone by;
it is yet to come, sweetheart!
Karine.
